cpl balek ^_^

ok2.urmmmmmmm.igt tak kat firdaus bin muhammad???igt2????

yg dulu xsyg mlut tuh???hehehe.well urmmm urmmmm

sye dh cpl balek nan dye (TERKEJUT)HAHA

knp?enth lh.suke hati sye lah awk.awk xkne panah petir pun =,=

hehe.tp yg weird nye kitorunk first cpl mse 19 jan 2009 then skunk cpl blek mse 19 may 2011.weird kan?kan?something wrong somewhere kowwwt.

haha.hope it last long ok??? hehe. :)

just to let it all out.nothing more

argh!!ok2.rite now i dont know how mad i am!!!

wanna know why??well today my mum just made my good day into a bad one.ok well for starters.i just edited some pics that i took when the trip to JB.and to tell u the truth it was hard to edit those pics.i had to do so many processes.and then i uploaded them and tagged them to the ppl that was in that pic.and what did i get???no thank u aor anything but i had i to freaking untagg them bcoz of certain issues.i mean at least say thank u lah!nih x!no thnk u no nothing,i had to untagg them.pkir sng ke????!!!!!!! argh! and then to make matters worse.my mum starting scolding me cuz i came home from school late.but wait for it.ask me what i did that i had to go home late? I WENT TO KLAS TMBAHAN. which had only about 8 ppl.so yeah.at least appreciate my effort.but NO! i had a scolding on my freedom and everything.well im sorry cuz i want to pass my math test.i mean come one lah.give me a break! stop making me cry for the GOOD things i did.thye good things i did for the sake of u! u told me to study hard and i did.and what did i get for it???argh.everyone has put me through so much.so just give me a break lah.just leave me alone.so SICK and TIRED of all this.

=,= i just had to.

soooooo.what day is it today? monday. it feels like sunday.hurmmmm.so i just got bak from JB.yeah.spent my weekend there.i met my sygs MAYA,KECIK,EBAL but2 FARA xdpt jmpe..urmmm.sedih.dh lh skejap je hang nan diorunk.kitorunk tgk cite Thor.best gak ah.3D.

and and I GOT A SUPRA!hehe

ok2.rite now im not gonna talk about my super awesome supra.im gonna talk bout what happened today.well i was online in the car when driving back to kl.then i saw a status update from wan aiman.and it said "i was born to be hated" fuck u aiman.

what makes u so special from everyone else that YOUR born to be HATED? hell no.your not THAT special.your just like everyone else ok?YOUR born to be LOVED.ok? but if its any consolation I dont hate u.

in my opinion there's like A LOT of people that love you.but u just threw them away or never realized the people around u.

and right now u might me wondering why im so fucking nice writing all this its cuz to me,no one should feel like their born to be hated.and even though you've put me through so much pain.u shouldn't feel like that.ok? your still a kid so just enjoy life! fuck the haters!

tata. :)

just for the day :)

like my new supra?

hey peeps!

so whats up huh?

ahaha.so its now wed and tomorrow im not going to school cuz theirs gonna be this ceramah thingy so yeah.complete waste of my time =,=

and on friday too im not going to school cuz we're gonna go pick up nina from mrsm and whts MOST THING I CANT WAIT FOR IS ON SATURDAY IM GONNA GO MEET MY BFFS!AAAAAARGH! (gedik rite)

ahahaha

so what u think im gedik.im happy and thats all that matters!

so right here right now i wanna tell u all u readers that YES im a rebel but i doo it with class baby!

ahaha.the rules dont own me!

sincerely yours: WILD CHILD!

I LOVE HER!

fake smiles :)

morning readers!hehe.so mlm td tgk cite kak limah balik rumah for the about 10'th time.haha.never get tired of it.it remind me of my first date with him.hehe.at that time we werent watching the movie at all.ahaha.

yup yup.all the memories.but what to do,its not something that i can forget like right away :)

so when i woke up this morning,i saw him on9.and u know what?i smiled :) haha.wanna know what that smile means? means im ok.hehe.

so smile if your ok and over you ex even though u still think about him everyday.haha.yeah.im faking that smile :)

its all about JB!

ok.so whats interesting lately.oh yes.JUSTIN BEIBER CONCERT!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH!SO AWESOME!I DIDNT GO!AHAHAHA.

yeah the tickets was like sold out =,= f#$!

now everyones talking bout it and going like OMG!IT WAS AMAZING!IM SO A BELIEBER NOW!SO RUGI U X PEGI!IT WAS THE CONCERT OF A LIFE TIME!

me: -_-fuck u....

ahahahahaha. :)

i sound like a gedik girl ;)

hey noobs!hehe.its been two weeks since ive started school at smkkk and so far its ok lah.the first week was kind of like crap cuz i was in the sains klas and all of the students there are chinese so yeah.xde kwn nk mnggile =,=

so then on monday i asked for the teach if i could change to sastera class cuz chem n add math is killing me!so then she put me in sastera 2.hehe.with my bff khalidah!hehe.ok.i sound like a gedik girl.eeeeuw ;)

haha.so when im in the same class with kayda its like totally crazy.haha.of coz we joke like maniacs.haha.n im in the same class as farhan,nellisa,yasmin,n karin.haha.their nice:)

so its kind of been a great week for me than last week.and today nina's coming back form asrama for her cuti.o my gucci!i miss her so much!and then this sunday we're gonna go buy my LOMO then have a blast at sunway lagoon :)

hehe.ok tata.i heart all u readers.haha :)

urmmm.yesterday he added me on fb.i was suprise at first.didnt know whether to accept or not.

but i did.i did accept.then i was just on fb a second ago so i looked at the friendship of me and him.there was all the wall to wall between me and him when we were still a cpl.it made me remember how happy we were.urmm.made me wonder.what happened to us??what made us hate each other?what made us break up?was it my fault?but i tried.i did.i tried all that i could to make him happy.

u know after what my ex did to me,i never wanted to be with anyone ever again.i started to hate all the guys.but then he suddenly came and turned my world upside down.he made me crazy!ugh!so stupid.why did i fall for him?was he pretending all along?

to tell u the truth.i moved back to KL to forget bout him.i know everyone will say im stupid.but its just that i cant forget bout him when im in jb.there's just like too much things that remind me of him.and it really really hurts me.i tell everyone that im ok but the truth is im really broken.i dont tell ppl cuz i dont want ppl to think that im pathetic.i mean.im never like this.i dont care bout some stupid boy.but he did.he did it.this 15 year old boy made me crash down.he made me fall in love then broke my heart.so taniah ye.aduh.

i dont hate him but i hate the memories.cuz the memories are the one's that haunt me.thats why even when im already in kl i still struggle to forget bout him cuz when ever i close my eyes i have like these images of us when we were together.all our memories.i know that he doesnt have a damn trouble forgetting bout me and all the memories but i do.

so to get through the day,fake smiles all the way...

its been two weeks already and im alive.

haha.humour me plez

and its been two weeks i've been a student of smk seksyen 19 but next week im gonna be a student of smk kota kemuning.sigh sigh.this is how life goes.

im kind of nervous.gulp gulp

=,=

argh!the preassure to fit in lah ayo!

haha

i hope i have some freinds.amin :)

playing with webbie :)

i miss them!

21st CENTURY GIRL!

Give me an inch
I promise
I'll take a mile
Danger is beauty
I'll face it with a smile
I'm on a mission
With no restrictions
Don't second guess myself
I'm born to be wildI'm the type of chick
That likes to rock the beat
I like to rock the beat
I like to rock, to rock the beat

[Chorus]
21st Century Girl
I do what I like
21st Century Girl
I’m taking you for a ride
21st Century Girl
Yeah, I'm gonna live it up
Just live it up
21st Century Girl
A beautiful life
21st Century Girl
Us walking side by side
21st Century GirlYeah,
I'm gonna live it up
Just live it up

[Willow Smith - Verse 2]
Step on the breaks
Then I'mma step on the gas
I am a rebe
lBut I do it with class
I set the boundaries
The rules don't own me
I'm living life on the edge,
I choose my path
I'm the type of chick
That likes to rock the beat
I like to rock the beat
I like to rock, to rock the beat
I'm the kind of chick
That knocks you off your feet
That knocks you off your feet
That knocks you off, off your feet
21st Century Girl
I do what I like
21st Century Girl
I’m taking you for a ride
21st Century GirlYeah,
I'm gonna live it up
Just live it up
21st Century Girl
A beautiful life
21st Century Girl
Us walking side by side
21st Century Girl
Yeah,
I'm gonna live it up
Just live it up

[Bridge]
I feel like I can take over the world
If only I get my dreams ou
tPull gold from my soul
Pull diamonds from my heart
It's that new girl thinking and this song is just the start!
21st Century Girl
I do what I like
21st Century Girl
I’m taking you for a ride
21st Century Girl
Yeah, I'm gonna live it up
Just live it up
21st Century Girl
A beautiful life
21st Century Girl
Us walking side by side
21st Century Girl
Yeah, I'm gonna live it up
Just live it up

Willow - 21st Century Girl

a conversation i always wanted :(

Boy: I can’t believe you’re breaking up with me.
Girl: Isn’t this what you wanted?
Boy: Why the fuck would I want this?
Girl: You don’t care.
Boy: How do you know?
Girl: …
Boy: We were supposed to be forever. I’m not letting that go. I made you a promise.
Girl: Some promises are meant to be broken.
Boy: Forever to most people is impossible. I know we can make it possible. Forever you and me, forever us, forever together. I’m never leaving your side. I care about you more than anything else. I love you.
Girl: I love you too.
Boy: Then why won’t you stay with me?
Girl: I will.
Boy: What?
Girl: I was expecting you to walk away like all the others. But you said exactly what I’ve always wanted someone to say to me. You care for me, and you keep your promises. I couldn’t ask for more. I don’t even know what to say, but that I-
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: :)

u did.and YES..i cried...

it was yesterday :)

yesterday we went to watch the mvie World Invasion,Battle of LA.one word bout the movie. AWESOME. hehe.seriously,it was epic!and after watching the movie we went to eat hot&rolls.yummy.heeee.it was good to spend some time with my lil sis and brother.Nina's gonna go back to mrsm on sunday.im really gonna miss her.urmmm.next week im gonna start new at SMK seksyen 19.kind of nervous cuz i haven't been to a skolah cmpur in 3 years.gulp gulp.heeee.wish me luck cyunks!

just now i was watching ghost whisperer and there was an episode about chain mail.chain mail is a mail that u get from somone that forwards and email to you and if u dont forward it something bad might happen to u or the person u love.for exmple is the mail below

Sally Stitch is a 15 year old girl.If i told u this u would'nt beleive it.Sally Stitch had her eyes and mouth both stiched up shut.This was because she would always spread gossip and tell lies about other people.But what u dont know is Sally Stitch is out for revenge.Seeking those who gossips and tell lies too.

This email is a way for Sally Stitch to pick her victims.Who ever doesnt forward this to one people whom they choose would become Sally Stitch's next victim.I chose you so now u must forward this to someone in your choosing.

If not u would become Sally Stitch next victim.Sally Stitch i watching u right now.She is waiting for u to decide.She might be right behind u,waiting to strike.....

so this is one of the popular chain mails that goes around.its about sally stitch.a gir that got both her eyes and her mouth sewn up because she was always spreading rumors and lies.personally im kind of scared of this sally stitch cuz the sally stitch in Gost Whispers is very very the scary.huhu.

After every break up there one thing that always gets the best of me.that makes me shed a tear eventhough i promised myself not to.IM OVER HIM.yes.but there's one thing that im not over and will always be with me. THE MEMORIES WITH HIM.thts what hurts the most.it not the break up that hurts but the memories with him that kills me.damn.i wish my mind was the kind that forgets easily.argh!spare me plez. =,=

IT SHOULDNT HURT TO BE A CHILD

A while ago,i read an articile on the issues of CHILD ABUSE. The article was saying that we are not doing enough to protect innocent children from the evil hands of irresponsible people that hurt them just for their own satisfaction. And so i thought,why dont i do something? well,maybe what I can do wont give much of an imapct but i can try right?maybe i can use my blog to raise the awareness of CHILD ABUSE.so here i want to say to all of u that is reading my blog.Please,please help to raise the awareness of this.

A child should be protected and sheiled from all the evil in the world.They are too young and innocent to speak for themselves.If a child gets hurt all they can do is cry in pain.Hoping that someone would hear their cry for help.So do you hear it? or is it that u hear but you turn a blind eye away from the cry.DONT.If its not us who should help them.who is?who else would wipe away their tears and tell them its going to be okay and that the abuse is going to stop. So to all u readers i want allof you to show your support.

You can go onto www.uniteagainstabuse.my and show your support. register and give a hand.because your hand could save a child. :)

save money baby!i want i want!

from now on i wanna save all my money to buy all the things i want
what?u think i cant do it?
i can lah!
u wait and see
dont look down on me baby!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargghh!i LOVE it!

i want this watch!hehe

i wanna NEW laptop!

LOMO OH LOMO!I WANT U PLEZ!