hey peeps!

so whats up huh?

ahaha.so its now wed and tomorrow im not going to school cuz theirs gonna be this ceramah thingy so yeah.complete waste of my time =,=

and on friday too im not going to school cuz we're gonna go pick up nina from mrsm and whts MOST THING I CANT WAIT FOR IS ON SATURDAY IM GONNA GO MEET MY BFFS!AAAAAARGH! (gedik rite)

ahahaha

so what u think im gedik.im happy and thats all that matters!

so right here right now i wanna tell u all u readers that YES im a rebel but i doo it with class baby!

ahaha.the rules dont own me!

sincerely yours: WILD CHILD!

I LOVE HER!

fake smiles :)

morning readers!hehe.so mlm td tgk cite kak limah balik rumah for the about 10'th time.haha.never get tired of it.it remind me of my first date with him.hehe.at that time we werent watching the movie at all.ahaha.

yup yup.all the memories.but what to do,its not something that i can forget like right away :)

so when i woke up this morning,i saw him on9.and u know what?i smiled :) haha.wanna know what that smile means? means im ok.hehe.

so smile if your ok and over you ex even though u still think about him everyday.haha.yeah.im faking that smile :)

its all about JB!

ok.so whats interesting lately.oh yes.JUSTIN BEIBER CONCERT!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH!SO AWESOME!I DIDNT GO!AHAHAHA.

yeah the tickets was like sold out =,= f#$!

now everyones talking bout it and going like OMG!IT WAS AMAZING!IM SO A BELIEBER NOW!SO RUGI U X PEGI!IT WAS THE CONCERT OF A LIFE TIME!

me: -_-fuck u....

ahahahahaha. :)

i sound like a gedik girl ;)

hey noobs!hehe.its been two weeks since ive started school at smkkk and so far its ok lah.the first week was kind of like crap cuz i was in the sains klas and all of the students there are chinese so yeah.xde kwn nk mnggile =,=

so then on monday i asked for the teach if i could change to sastera class cuz chem n add math is killing me!so then she put me in sastera 2.hehe.with my bff khalidah!hehe.ok.i sound like a gedik girl.eeeeuw ;)

haha.so when im in the same class with kayda its like totally crazy.haha.of coz we joke like maniacs.haha.n im in the same class as farhan,nellisa,yasmin,n karin.haha.their nice:)

so its kind of been a great week for me than last week.and today nina's coming back form asrama for her cuti.o my gucci!i miss her so much!and then this sunday we're gonna go buy my LOMO then have a blast at sunway lagoon :)

hehe.ok tata.i heart all u readers.haha :)

urmmm.yesterday he added me on fb.i was suprise at first.didnt know whether to accept or not.

but i did.i did accept.then i was just on fb a second ago so i looked at the friendship of me and him.there was all the wall to wall between me and him when we were still a cpl.it made me remember how happy we were.urmm.made me wonder.what happened to us??what made us hate each other?what made us break up?was it my fault?but i tried.i did.i tried all that i could to make him happy.

u know after what my ex did to me,i never wanted to be with anyone ever again.i started to hate all the guys.but then he suddenly came and turned my world upside down.he made me crazy!ugh!so stupid.why did i fall for him?was he pretending all along?

to tell u the truth.i moved back to KL to forget bout him.i know everyone will say im stupid.but its just that i cant forget bout him when im in jb.there's just like too much things that remind me of him.and it really really hurts me.i tell everyone that im ok but the truth is im really broken.i dont tell ppl cuz i dont want ppl to think that im pathetic.i mean.im never like this.i dont care bout some stupid boy.but he did.he did it.this 15 year old boy made me crash down.he made me fall in love then broke my heart.so taniah ye.aduh.

i dont hate him but i hate the memories.cuz the memories are the one's that haunt me.thats why even when im already in kl i still struggle to forget bout him cuz when ever i close my eyes i have like these images of us when we were together.all our memories.i know that he doesnt have a damn trouble forgetting bout me and all the memories but i do.

so to get through the day,fake smiles all the way...

its been two weeks already and im alive.

haha.humour me plez

and its been two weeks i've been a student of smk seksyen 19 but next week im gonna be a student of smk kota kemuning.sigh sigh.this is how life goes.

im kind of nervous.gulp gulp

=,=

argh!the preassure to fit in lah ayo!

haha

i hope i have some freinds.amin :)